It's been a bad day at work. None of the stuff I planned for this week got the kids excited and engaged. They were distracted and refused to listen. It is upsetting, I miss freedom and excitement and things going well but also am not sure if this is what God wants me to do. I am feeling lost and disappointed. Also, I am trying to lose weight and I emotionally eat and been very lonely since my dad died. I pray God can send me a husband. Pray for me as I am feeling lost, frustrated, disappointed and lonely.